He Who Makes A Beast Of Himself, Gets Rid Of The Pain
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Saturday, February 26, 2005
fucked up day
today is one of the fucked up day i had... no cash, no rest, no pay, no notice, no idea, no life, no motivation............FUCK......wwahahahahahahahahh just dont know why i felt lazy to do somethings but when it come s to someother things get excited and wantting to do my best... fuck again. weheheheheheh wahahha/...... wahahahahaha...... come home with shits..... fucking attitudes...... home now feels like school..... school now feels like a bushes full of torns......... shit happen not for a reason becouse its being planed to happen..... what can i do about it????? NOTHING.... just live by my life..... as a normal fucked up growing does!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Thursday, February 17, 2005
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
HAPPY BANZAI PUTRA DAY PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!
some of u might be wondering what the hell am i celebrating... well for the fuck of the day.... i saw so many ass, boobies, fucked up faces, soooper models walking up n down the same fucking walk way.....FUCK U BITHCES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok next one.....
thanks everybody for the fuck today!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK U............... I Spoke My Heart At 11:01:00 PM 0 comments
ok next one.....
thanks everybody for the fuck today!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK U............... I Spoke My Heart At 11:01:00 PM 0 comments
Monday, February 14, 2005
VALENTINE'S DAY................what fuck!
ok so what if today's vday... must i really celebrate it??? lovy dovey day ... mushi...nushi.... errrr what a bunch of craps.......tydasy..... HAH... it seam to be so touching today... couples BREAKING UP.... ARGUEMENTS...... hehehe... LUCIFER'S on OT today doing cupids job... cupids went on holiday to bali and got swept away by the tsunami waves. haha..
hey but qoooL i got my pay today and guess what?? it really sucks......... not even enought to whip my candy ass. thought of talking to her today but dono why cant see her today.... wah or may b she got valentine. wahahaha damn am i fucking crazy...... late for meeting ...... bla bla bla..... now i'm home... sulking like a kuku bandung..... thought of sleeping on the sofa tonight... after finishing some paperwork. yeah gotta try sleeping in the hall alone.... easy to wake up in the morning..... but then for past few days.... somethings are really bothering me.................. should i or should i not. either way i choose to go.... regret still fills me.........
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Saturday, February 12, 2005
loose some... gain some...
weLL today is quite a fucked up day i could say. cors didnt get to go to sentosa with the other stardom com... werking mah... start at 12 but got there by 12.45.....shit 1hr pay gone just like that. but the pay's double cors i werk 2 shifts...wahahaha yahooo. quite tired really runnin here and there just to get the costomer satisfied. luckyly i didnt drop any plates..... or even glasses. but fuck i gave a lady a wrong order..... but i kept quiet all the way........ gosh was i damn tired. then after work i meet the usuall slackers at nee ann city... munching and laughing to fish n chips... really had a great time there, although we make the stage as our own privte relex area.
something felt kinda weird today... hopping she will be around town area... but she wasn't. who's she.... err... i also dont know..... i think i'm just thinking about shits...... craps........ useless thought. the best part is that my parents dont relly knw that i'm workin parttime. should i teLL? fuck.
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Sum 41 - Pieces
I tried to be perfect but nothing was worth it. I don't believe it makes me real. I thought it'd be easy but no one believes me. I meant all the things I said. If you'd believe it's in my soul, I'd say all the words that I know just to see if it would show. Now I'm trying to let you know that I'm better off on my own.
This place is so empty. My thoughts are so tempting. I don't know how it got so bad. Sometimes it's so crazy but nothing can save me but it's the only thing that I have. If you'd believe it's in my soul, I'd say all the words that I know just to see if it would show. Now I'm trying to let you know that I'm better off on my own.
I tried to be perfect, it just wasn't worth it. Nothing could ever be so wrong. It's hard to believe me. It never gets easy. I guess I knew that all along. If you'd believe it's in my soul, I'd say all the words that I know just to see if it would show. Now I'm trying to let you know that I'm better off on my own.
This place is so empty. My thoughts are so tempting. I don't know how it got so bad. Sometimes it's so crazy but nothing can save me but it's the only thing that I have. If you'd believe it's in my soul, I'd say all the words that I know just to see if it would show. Now I'm trying to let you know that I'm better off on my own.
I tried to be perfect, it just wasn't worth it. Nothing could ever be so wrong. It's hard to believe me. It never gets easy. I guess I knew that all along. If you'd believe it's in my soul, I'd say all the words that I know just to see if it would show. Now I'm trying to let you know that I'm better off on my own.
This song really tells a story...............BeeZeeDee's coooL
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Friday, February 11, 2005
BEE BEE + POTATO CHIPS
ok to day was shag cors yesterday was a day i could not forget..... last day of werk cheap ..... hard labor.... what can i expect boooom in my pay.... shuckzzz. body tired.... mind riot... but smiling my way to schooL. cors y the mama shop open mah, had tyme to buy bee bee n potatoe chips for her. realy owe her the chips for quite a while sey. weee had tyme to talk to her sey.... is this a start??? may be... but dont wanna think till that extent. i just wana be friends. trying my very best not to be like him.
lepak(releks) with yoga, kuda, tim n mus at tm.... for a while before split to go our own ways. the best part was... i overslept and went tu far east at 8pm... saw irwan at PS... lepak with him for a while... before going hmnow ppl are trying to figure our who she is..... what da...????.
Den again..... i'm blogging again before quite a dayz... since.
wahakz...
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Monday, February 07, 2005
something's not right....
WeLL today got to school a bit late because of some unforseen reasons....wzhahahaahahah yeah right!!! Came late for assembly..... went to have a burger and saw jack and china man..... azmi and sanjay. Had a chat with them about drama .... weLL not much info but i wiLL be acting as a hippy...cooooL. bla bla bla let me get to the chase here... saw her today..... looks a bit pissed off or stress.... OMG she really looks tired. kinda gutless to spark a conversation. ARH!!! damn it. yes arh..... another bzy day......
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Wednesday, February 02, 2005
...from emo mullet to emo maRRRkLe....*sigh
FARK..........PAK CIK DONO HOW TO CUT MY FARKING HAIR.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn you uncle.... emo mullet now turns to maRRkLe step.... thanks to the barber who cut my hair... now timefor an x trim make over... need some inplant of those big muscle.... hamsom quarterpounder face surgey... nice teeth to start a shining smile that could melt metal itself.... wahahaha what the fark am i typing about... But hey its kind off a new hair style to me....
HISTORY OF MY HAIR:
(hair cut that i had for the past 20 yrs)
1. G i 4
2. G i 4
3. G i 4
4. Trimed(shorten to length of bulus)
5. Slope
6. Slope (long)
7. Slope (high)
8. Slope (short)
9. Armani (short)
10. OverLapping (mat rock style)
11. G i (smart)---> dono where the heLL the barber got this style....
12. G i aka skin'Gadsby'head (my tyme during sc camp 7th batch) the proudest moment in my life for having that kinda hair style, 'BOTAK', some one did count the number off days of my hair growth.... ssheeeezzzz got info from some one, then i started styling it to looked like i spikie mohawk(i'LL try to put the pic up), the duration was from the day i became an sc member tiLL the day i took over from my seniors... kind off like 6 mths.
13. EmoMuLLet (just like joel of GC in their vids 'predictable')
14. EmoMaRRRkLe (ok tis one is fraked up... i wanna cut emomuLLet.. but the unkle cutted the wronger stylo... turns out to be EmoMaRRkLe... where the heLL did i cross that idea... YOGA....MY MOHAWK SEEEFOOO!!!!! APR`OO.... it means wats up in tamil slang... )
15. Future hairstyle... wiLL be mohawk.... some where before investiture n stardom... vampire style.....
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