He Who Makes A Beast Of Himself, Gets Rid Of The Pain Of Being A Man!

Thursday, March 31, 2005

ok SIMPLE PLAN gig ROCKS.................. but SUM41's the best of the bestest.................... unlike some promises to go as a group..... they dont really understand and know the word FAN........................... u guys are just another kid following up on this generation's next fashion statement. To me its all about appretiating their music......... i will always be me.... and not like them.........

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Wednesday, March 30, 2005

wednesday sucks.....

okay today i'm starting off by telling u guys out there about my shitty wednesday..... what happen? okay here it goes.

WaKe up today at 6.45am, right on time to get my ars out of the house to catch 7.10am bus. But in the end missed it by should i say 30 sec. hehehe... Board the bus at around 7.30am, no sleep till tampines... instead i took out my microP notes and started scribbling the so called holidays' homework. The bus driver really took the morning ride like riding an elephant. Till i reach tampines, catch a smoke for a moment while walking to the nearest bustop to take 67...23...65. Enter class like no body's buzyness. Sat down thinking that i'm gonna get screwd for not completing my homework. Yet majoraty didn't even doit... wahahahak! But still till tea break i juz couldn't understand the proceedure. shaeekkkzz. Went to sc room to catch a nap, but end up watching tv till 11AM.... tea break over right?? came back to class.... got locked out by captain goggles..... mr Lee. Fuck i just tell him the truth..... then... hey... somehow i can't lie anymore... doesn't feel right. After class went home straight to take my alowance on the table that i fuckingly forgot about. Make my usuall flavoured fries, sit down in front of the tv, and that was the start of becoming a couch potato. When the clock strikes 3.30pm.... the atmosphere starts to turn egerish.

continue.................next entry.... now sleepy...

no seriously i'm fucking tired..... my neck hurts...

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Monday, March 14, 2005

in the end it doesn't even matter.......... does it????

i'm done...... perfectly done...... will be gone in a while..... miss me??? dont think so. ok adios people.... chao..... have a great time guys..... will mis yaall.........................

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Tuesday, March 08, 2005

Pinky & The Brain

After such long period of thinking of what have i got to say about my time in ITE, the only words will be shit happens. I still can't figure out why they pick me. After 1 year of trying to solve the plan old mystery, till then my theory will only be pretending to be what i'm not, pretending to be perfect than the others, pretending to take the responsibility when i know i can't take the pressure, pretending to care. But what did they saw?? Me or pretending to be me?? I can say that i will do my best, i'll try but do they know that the reason being that we would like to explore our limits. Do we know how far does our limit goes? Are we prepared to face those consiquences?? Do we even see from where we stand from afar? These questions really spins through my mind day in day out. Never stop spinning. May be in such, i've improved on my structured wordings or speech. But does it matters? Who really take notice of my improvement? Do u? I guess not. A single "HI" isn't forth a single cent, but does it brightens a person's day. Even a smile. But what do they hide behind those smile? Thats the part where u peeps have to figure out. Think..... and i mean think deep. What are u thinking?

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Wednesday, March 02, 2005

[=-The Perfect Lie-=]

ok... this few month hav been a hell of a days for me. why?? Because i'm really getting confused. A part of me saying that i should carry on with the life i'm living rite now, but a part of me kindof starting to give up on what lies ahead. It seems like i've got no mood to rely on my experience or my intuition to really make any more effort. Does it come to this very moment that i've to give up evrything just for the sake of not getting into anymore deeeeep shits or troubles. Just wanna let go but why is it so hard for others to understand that i'm just being plan old fucking me. People might say that i'm giving up on hope. Believe in fate... or have faith in what u do. That would be a real joke if nothing else matters to me. Am i in ITE just to make things happen?? I came here to continue my studies. Not to further my studies. If education matters most then why am i playing a fool. I'm not here to take charge of my life, i'm here just to explore what i can and cannot do. But it seems like things or should i say shit happens for a reason. They say i got the packedge, but what they dont know is that all those are bullshits. Then, i was just following orders. But now i just wanna think for myself. Poeple telling me what to do , i follow. But when i tell poeple what to do, do they follow??? The generation now is not like the generation once before. Now they use more of negativity rather than positivity. What have they got to say? The fact that we are humanbeings doesnt make us perfect. Must we take advantage of the facts? We live to learn, but not to learn to live. Thats my say. And the fact that i'm putting this crap in my blog doesnt mean i'm wise on how to live my life. I need to learn, but sweetness turn sour easyly. How am i to taste life's precious moments. They listern to problems but do they solve it for us. Hell no. They r there to listern, They give their advise, some tell what to do. But do they listern to their needs in life? Needs, wants, desires, having this kind of thoughts really make me sad cors the end is near. What are we doing right now??? The search for truth is blinded by crud lies. Just another perfect lie.

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