He Who Makes A Beast Of Himself, Gets Rid Of The Pain Of Being A Man!

Sunday, August 28, 2005

nothing much today just to fill my tyme here with a few words... bought dream to make believe by armor for sleep..... army life' fun but shag ..... sai kang mah... wahahah siao arh ler.... 1 more week to P.O.P. cant wait for the day. ok here comes some motivational qoutes....
*Life is full of dissappiontment.
*Look on the bright side.
*Shit happens, learn to enjoy it.
*Do it right the 1st tyme.

Here are some of the things i'll put up on my next book out.
Note
-Sunflower
-Red dress
-Dover MRT
-Dream
(i'll explain y i wanna put this up.)

PS: shit.... back to camp again......

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Wednesday, August 17, 2005

21 going on......

i'm officially 21... happy birthday to me... happy birthday to me... happy birthday to zuhaili... happy birthday to me......... turning 21 and still behaves like a kid... *sigh. tis morning at 0200hrs 17 august is my 21st birth time & date. it falls on the indonesia's independance day. fore this is my entry for tis day cos surely i'm in camp right now snoring away under my blanket.zzzzzzzzzzz...... okey here comes my birthday wish.... i wish for hope. because to me hope means everything. no matter how we like it or how we try it. we still look forward to hope. and it gives me the chance to begin my new chapter. hahaha 21 and still single... the score is still nil. anyone wanna have lunch with a dateless 21 year old guy. hahahaha

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Sunday, August 14, 2005

same old shit again....

lately i discover something.... i'm trying to be somebody else... but there comes a tyme that i hate being that person... but leaves me no choice but to become that person. get what i mean?? but who am i to be when i'm not me? booking out really sucks.... cors... when the time you wanna go out with your friends clashes with going out with family... either way you choose to go out with you will regret not going out with the other group. *sigh sometimes i wonder if my presence at home is really important. arguements spills at home like a routine. seems like living in camp is going to be one off my moments that put a grin on my face. why??? because i get to see my buddies suffer the same treatment as me.... although i do laugh silently when the sergent says"whole lot .....knock it down". feels like the time of my life. but over all it sucks big tyme. i wonder if they learned their lesson yet. or did i? hahaha..... *sigh a few more weeks to P.O.P. time flys very fast. damn after P.O.P there will be a chalet for my platoon. and we have to bring our girlfriends along.... majority of my buddies have girlfriends..... not including those who juz broke up. and 2 or even 5 are like me. single but some of them are fucking cacing kerawits... blur sotong balls...burned chicken wings...(chau keng kia) with GFs. now left the 3 of us who's not yet complete. how...? they say i need a GF to spend my time with. whahaha... how? ney mine... juz look for one in SP wahahaha or even clementi. BTW any one who read this abandon blog of mine plz ensure that you do have an open mind. fore this could be my last entry. death awaits every moment and every seconds.....

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Saturday, August 06, 2005

Having a tyme of my life..........like dduh

i'm not me anymore..... not like me before.... keeping quiet all the tyme. been a while since i blog about me, my feelings, my life, my thoughts.... seams like all of it is fadding away..... my past life ... my past memories... but still haunting me... what do you think i should start on??? i felt like crying missing everybody... although i'm filled with laughter.... i'm starting my new chapter of life... do u know what??? starting my point in life.... what i wanna do... what i wanna have.... what i wanna own... myself respect. my life. so how should i start???

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