And so we talked all night about the rest of our livesWhere we're gonna be when we turn 25I keep thinking times will never changeKeep on thinking things will always be the sameBut when we leave this year we won't be coming backNo more hanging out cause we're on a different trackAnd if you got something that you need to sayYou better say it right now cause you don't have another dayCause we're moving on and we can't slow downWe'd get so excited, we'd get so scaredLaughing at our selves thinking life's not fairAnd this is how it feels
As we go on, we rememberAll the times we had togetherAnd as our lives change, come whateverWe will still be, friends forever
So if we get the big jobs and we make the big moneyWhen we look back now, will our jokes still be funny?Will we still remember everything we learned in school?Still be trying to break every single ruleWill little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbyeKeep on thinking it's a time to flyAnd this is how it feels
As we go on, we rememberAll the times we had togetherAnd as our lives change, come whateverWe will still be, friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?I guess I thought that this would never endAnd suddenly it's like we're women and menWill the past be a shadow that will follow us round?Will these memories fade when I leave this townI keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbyeKeep on thinking it's a time to fly...........
As we go on, we rememberAll the times we had togetherAnd as our lives change, come whateverWe will still be, friends forever..................

Formaly... i've been known to be an anti-social. When i express myself they say i'm gila. When i was serious.... i tend to get too possessive. When i kept quite.. i got no balls to say it. When i venge my anger... i'm showing of how fears i am. When i do something good people see.... When i do something bad poeple see. When i didnt do anything??? They knew i did something. huh?? I'm tempted to do something........ plz people.... plz.... i don't want it to be this way.... Even if or even not if i use my head.... i will defenatly chosen the wrong decision. plz...plz... i beg of every body... plz dont.... dont do this to me.... dont do any thing.... leave me alone.... i cant ttake it any more.... noooooo....nooooooooooo...noooo/... i dont wanna eat the durian...... no durian for me.... i hate the smell... arhhhhhhhhhh.... NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!

Today i had a great time.... I'll start off during the early(hahaha) mornin while i was waking up. Well i slept like a pig. Woke up at 10.30am today, felt quite boring cors yeaterday i did nothing but eat and watch TV. Today i'll be returning my costume... plus azrie's costume... plus khai's rented wrist band which he broke during DnD. Oh my gosh i hav'en even start to stick 'em back together. Lazyly gazing at the 4 walls in my room i started thinking back on DnD. Just wish i had a time machine to rewind itself back to 4 june. But hey... is theere such things?? Went to the toilet and mandi korboi....hahha. Got dress and started combing my hair. Admiring my newly half-coloured hair, i started smiling at my reflection(crazy fella). Wore my favourate OVERALLS, and went off to a DIY shop. Spent 15 min trying to look for a super-duper glue that could stick fabrics. I gave up and asked assistance from the ...er... assistant. Gosh does he HAVE a BAD BREATH. Tahan for a while and went off with a $2.90 super glue. Took bus 72 double-deck and started day dreaming at the front seat. Thinking about....... acctually i was at my own dreamLand. Thinking about the mystery gurl in my dream, Reach school, saw the usuall puckers....hahaha. We cleared the remaining pots of plant, fuck around, then made plans where to go after returning our costumes. Thought of watching a movie or somthing. But then we agread on eating at Seoul gardens. Yalah bsouse we will be getting our 80 freakin bucks afther returnin our costumes. Shit should've gone home after that... But then we went to the NACs' seoul gardens. Booked 9seats ADULT CHARGEd at the split 3 tables. The engine has started....... talk crap during the feasting. Nothing much to say about the process of EATING. We talk crap like the place was only ment to be filled by us. Ate what ever we could eat. Here comes the best part....... After half way thru our meeeeals, i went to the Looo to download the the latest hardware... or should i say empty my bins. As i was getting to the Looo..... i just remembered that i was wearing an OVERALLS... ahhhh. The thing i hate most going to the Loooo.... was with my overalls. I find it very awkward to dismentle my overalls to download stuff. Especially hardware. But when u gotta go...... u gotta go. Let me tell u how the motion went..... I unbutton my overalls(Yeahh bebbbehh).......... drop my boxer(ahhhhhhhhhh..*fainted)............. place my butt chicks on the Bowl of Transparent soup(yum... yum...)................. Started to download stuff. It felt like giving birth to a chocolate nuggets....... wahaahahahahahahahahaha. The best part of the day was downloading. Its really made my day. After that blow some puffs with azrie at the carpark. Went down back to the seoul gardens. We went off only around 2hr 30 mins after we started feeding. Could'en break our record at tampines, 6 solid hours.....3 rounds, all meat. But not really that fun with out the wyteboards around. Oh shoots.... if there were more people the place could've gotten a bad raputation.... somemore my 80 freakin buck will be dead gone for toping up some seats... hahahaa. The rest of 'em went to play some cue balls while i walk home misrebly loosing my 50 bucks. Its ok for some course. Kept changing buses while returning home.... not quite sure where i was heading to. But finally got home safely. Now puffing away while typing this i must be freekingly out off my mind. Left hand on my keyboard..... the other holding my stick...................... ........................ .......................... .............................. .......................... ............................ ................. .................... .................................... ............................................. ....................... ................... ........................... .................................... .............................................. .......................................my ciggarette stick!!!! You perverts what do you think i was holding?????

Ok this is freaky... Wanna tell u guys about my dream during an unexpected 3hr sleep. It began with a dinner and dance.... And this dream was a bit funny... During the dance floor starts to open to guests, I had my way out of the multi purpose hall. At that time everysingle one of my friends were dancing. Then i was roming around the morning assembly area, when a little boy gave me a note and wispers somthing thats i could not remember. I think it goes something like, "she's at the back......". I went on thinking who was waiting for me at the back. Then i start to search while following the boy. I came to this place where the cloudy weather surface the skys. A girl in knee length skirts, boots, and black singlets standing with her back face at me. She was holding a cigarettes... puffing away. When i came nearer she turn. I dont quite remmember her face but i felt that i've seen her before and i didnt quite remember her name. I felt that i knew her. She starts smiling at me...... i went speechless and butterflies. She hugged me and told me she miss me. I thought i had amnesia or something. She gave me a puff of her cigarettes and suddenly i felt at ease. (Here come the funny part) Then she went down................kneeling........................... ..................................... ............................ ....................................... ......................................... .......................................... .................................................. .................................................. ................................................... ................................................... .................... .................................................... ....................................... ................................ .................................................. ................................... ............................. ................................... ........................................ .................................. ............................. ...................................... and took off my shoes and socks. When she stood up she lean her back on my chest, ask me to hugged her. She was a bit shorter and small size body then me though. At that point i felt like she has been my girlfriend for quite sometimes. But the strange part was i didnt remmember anything before that. I kept on hugging her and wisper to her ears something i could not understand myslf. We went on talking about something. Even though it was total craps.... i dont quite get it. After a while we sat on a cusion seats in somekind of a restaurant. (Out off no where there was a restaurant...hahahaha) Then we sat down and got comfortable. The best part was when my friends starts to enter the restaurant one by one. By the look on their eyes they try to ask me who is the the girl beside. I just went i dont know(In eye to eye contact launguge... ahahaha). We all sat together and talked. Again i just understand what they ment but dont know what language we are using.... hahaha. Then i felt a bit dizzy i lean against her shoulder and fell a sleep. When i woke up she was getting up, got her bag and was getting ready to move off with another girl. I thought they were mother and daughter. When my friend said they were sisters i tried to call her but the words wont come out. Then again, i dont know her name. (This is the best part of a dream.........) Then struggling tocall her.... i suddenly woke up from my sleep. I tried to sleep again but i was running late....... AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHgh rite now spending 10 min to type on what comes out of my mind. ok GTG chau..........

Ok... here's a start. I've been long..... gone from cyber life for quite a long time. What have I been doing? Getting reality checked for most of my time. As you know, I've been busy with my so called projects (events planning, events dateline, events itself). What have I learned form all that? Well glad to say it was an experience of a life time plus learn about life as an ITE student itself. All the stress, pain, FRIENDS, good friends, happy times... not forgetting how a team of nobody become a team of exccellent committe. People may say such things that they want something to happen, but neither do they understand what does it takesfor "IT" to happen. Crutial momments where by they left their hopes and "DREAMS" to someone who is willing to go through thick and thin to try to catch the dreams. Left us in the dark when the sun dont shine. Left us in the heavy rains when they are standing there in front of us holding an umbrella. Left us in the mith of getting aim and fired by a grenade launcher. The heart breaking momments is when you are reaching out and calling a persons name and not being heard by 'em. Let alone when he/she is looking at you and smiling. Be it best of friends or good friends... till then we will know when is a friend... really a friend. PS: To my MASQUERADE NITE '05 committe, you people survive the tidal waves. Be glad and proud of yourself cors you people are the true PASSION. Make this NITE a memorable nite. Cheers... you guys deserve to be apprietiated and be given an honour for breaking the ICE of college central. We've gone this far, its our time to break it to the others that we "COULD" be better than "THEM".