He Who Makes A Beast Of Himself, Gets Rid Of The Pain
Of Being A Man!
Saturday, May 20, 2006
crazy differences between me and myself
For week i've been thinking of what to tell about my life spending away from home. But there ain't any. Because this is my home.... singapore.... dont wanna sound like a patriot... but yeah.... army... the only 2 years i get to be away from my fucked up past memories. hahaha... even i told my mom that if ns life was one of the way i could fill my account with printed notes, y not go ahead... hahehahehe... all i wanted to have was just a simple life as a kid, teenage boy, youth...wahahha growing adult.
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Sunday, May 07, 2006
is it worth it???
oh how am i full of rage right now... the feeling just come rushing through my head, heart just pounded faster and faster.... the feeling of breaking my knuckles on the wall.... kicking the floor till my knee hurts.... arhhhh tighten my feelings till tears run down my cheek.... oh man thats just what it takes to control the rage of an fairness among peers... the deadly technique force that fill my brain just wanting to over come the actions.... woooooo how fullfillingly enjoy ripping apart those negativity to bits and pieces... it takes guts to stand up for what we believe in.... it takes more guts to stand up for righteousness... plz plz plz dont let hatred really fills my blood and veins...... it hurts to see more than it feels to listern.... it may seems a small bit of chilli padi... but to taste it... it burns..... trust is a word.... it must be build... but when trust has been playing around on the field..... it could detonate like a mine.... with out knowing what we are standing on.... it could easyly distroy.... i do hereby stand on my 2 feet having the freedom to feel whats right for me to voice... but even so, let me drown on my own shame for not bringing my voice to be listerned and acknowledged..... for i do have the right to be ME!!!
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