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Friday, April 22, 2005
The Mark Of An Emotional Moment
I know it has been quite a long time since i last update my blog. I have problems with my pc when it crashes. But i had time to come to terms to reality of my life. Since i step my foot to student councils', it have been hell for me when i was appointed as Vice president. Now investiture has past, i'm officially released of my duties. Does that mean i can jump for joy? Well not yet as i've not graduated for my course. Time have past and i've learned a lot through experience. Good times and bad. Good terms and bad. All of it i owe it to my 7th Batch Student Councilors. They were the ones who open up my eyes to reality that i once saw as a fairytale. The one who make me express myself to who and what i am to be my real self, my personality, my confident, my own enemy and my savior. Thanks guys for putting up with my nonscense. In life, friends are the one who u trust and the one who u loose trust in. I've dug my own grave, been spit at, been backstab, been laughed at, left alone to decomposed. But its all worth a drop of sweat that i've put from the bottom of my heart. I made mistake that i wish could turn back the hands of time to mend. But as interesting as it gets, its an experiece that i will not forget. Each individual has its own factor, even though they may not seems to be upfront or even low profile. I've paid my dues. The debts i owe was a hell of a burden that i carry with me every where i go. Credits wasn't mine but it was ours. Remembering the past made me cry, but tears of joy and fun was what made me go on for what i believe in. Believe in us, believe in u, believe in me. Thanks for believeing in me dim sum. I promised not to let u down. and here i am keeping the promise. A masked man once before and will always be, but now a masked man with personality, motivation and hope in life that he's living. All i wanted was to forget the past and continue the present to reach for the future. Its an obstical to engadge upon. But hurdles are just waves u sail on. You may never know the out come when u dont try. I try to be perfect but its just wasn't worth it. Nothing is easy if u don't put ur heart in it where it fits. Basically now i know what i'm up against when shit happens. Its not just shit... its a lot more than that. Its crap. Although cleanning it is a filthy process, the stain still leaves a mark to remember. The mark of an emotional moment.
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