Q... U know i miss u right... i miss blogging... letting out the words in my mind... typing out using the crunchy keys fast enough u could pop a balloon... having that instant though and just lay it down... creating perfect words in sentances... leaving my thoughts to read it back with drifting emotional peace of mind... but lately having those thoughts in my mind is making me drift away in silence... lost the special touch in me to bad habits... may be in the past i was emo... but now im just lost... lost in reality... lost my way... who would want to listern to what i have to say.... to me, im just a walking contradiction... i dont even believe in myself anymore... not to mention trust... its like things i decides are just by a snapping finger... yet im not on sound mind to yet think about it... im so lost for words now and i dont know why... am i getting old... or is it my mind... yet cant think of the effort to persue... Q... i miss the old me... yet i dispise him... im lost... totally lost... really!
