He Who Makes A Beast Of Himself, Gets Rid Of The Pain
Of Being A Man!
[#@~To_Himself~@#]
Now be for ever still,
Weary my heart. For the last cheat is dead,
I thought eternal. Dead. For us, I know
Not only the dear hope
Of being deluded gone, but the desire.
Rest still forever. You
Have beaten long enough. And to no purpose
Were all your stirrings; earth not worth your sighs
Boredom and bitterness
Is life ; and the rest, nothing; the world is dirt.
Lie quite now. Despair
For the lasttime. Fate granted to our kind
Only to dia. And now you may despise
Yourself, nature, the brate
Power which, hidden, or drains the common doom,
And all the immeasurable amptiness of things.
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Now everywhere I go. Everyone I meet. Every time I try to fall in love. They all want to know why I'm so broken. Why I am I so cold. Why I'm so hard inside. Why am I scared? What am I afraid of? I don't even know, this story's never had an end. I've been waiting. I've been searching. I've been hoping. I've been dreaming you would come back. But I know the ending of this story. Everywhere I go for the rest of my life. Everyone I love.Everyone I care about.They're all gonna want to know what's wrong with me. And I know what it is....... What it is ... is right now!
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ATREYU LYRICS Bleeding Mascara A wraith with an angel's body A demon with a smile of gold You soulsucker I won't become like you I kill with the perfect weapons, crystal eyes, and a heart of coal You soulsucker I won't lose myself in you Look how pretty she is when she falls down Now there is no beauty in bleeding mascara Lip are quivering like a withering rose She's back again What the fuck do you think love means? It's much more than words and feelings sucking me dry Is my marrow that sweet? Your dead lovers have left a trail of broken hearts and misspent hopes Sucking them dry Does their marrow taste of sweetness, sweetness? I hope you choke
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UNDERACHIEVER - A person who do less well then he could or should. e.g(The FUCKER said ZuL was underachieving, because he was getting Bs and Cs when he should be getting Fs...
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My Point Of View
To my understanding, creating a blog is not because to show off to people that i'm emo or anything. But it kind of a individuals' journey through life or moments that he/she would want to share with people around. Some blogs may contain materials that talked about hatred, grieve, or even happy thoughts. Some may type about the things they do every day like a so called reporting strength. Some even create a blog just to expressed out their darkest desires only to realise that they let out the frustration on a different angle of that sort. Rather than to show their possiblities of violence. Blogging may help stressed up people express their feelings through what their point of view. May be i'm right, or we may even took advantage of technologies now to create a self healing process to motivate and simply understand that we have had this talent but does not actually realise it. Till now. If blogging improves ones' structured english usedge... then why not?? At least we try to express it rather than kept in inside till we get chest pain.
There are many ways to eat a burger. You can take a bite bit by bit, or bite a large partition, or even gulp the whole burger in your mouth. Cutting it with a knife into small pieces should do the trick. Or you could even eat the buns 1st, followed by vegies then the paties... if there's some left over sos... jst lick it right from the wrapper. Possible !?!
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Five boring days have past. Yet i still somehow miss the tyme i had with'em during the stay at sri pandan. Miss the place, miss the peace, miss the weather, miss the atmosphere.... most of all miss the gud tymes.......
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Well i guess this the las tyme we had our pic taken by the facilitators before moving of back to singapore. Such a pity they didnt took the photos with us.... but hey we learn something out of the topic we learn during our stay at sri pandan(name of the hill)... AWAS....KP... for that we cant actually reveal da secrets behind da hand sign thing..... bad kids.....baaaaddd kids.....AWAS....................... excited as we were when we came............
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This guy on the other hand... and have to run round the whole house. luckyly the gurls were asleep. It is proven that steroids wont work on this guy.... just look at the musculer like body.... look pumped up yeah..... wahahahaha gues not... he was dared to wear 10 to 15 sweater layered... guess steriods not the only solution to having a pump up muskuler like bods..... hehehehe
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This is one of the dare that the 10 of us night-crawlers played. Truth or Dare..... spin da bottoL. This guy got the worst dare ever in the camp. Better not say who cors the persons gonna kill me for this.... but hey what da heck..... revenge is a bitch!!!! wooooohooooo
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Here's a pic from the top view...... beautiful is'nt she??? i meant to say the girl in blue kebaya down there.... can see or not??? (ps. tak nampak buta...... nampak gila...!! Wahahahzkz).
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Make way ladies & gentleman, hikers, gunung climbers,...... here come the yamakashi of tampines. Slick, smooth, efficent, fast, motivative climbers. They help us to know the ways of the yamakashis. Thanks to them, we got to the top of the world looking, down on creation and the only explination i can find....... ok lets get back to the yamakashi thing.... Thumbs up... u guys made the best out of the bestest of best.... thanks..... BANZAI!!!
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Errrrr.... these guys took the wrong route and end up else where. They end up to the top of Gunung Sprite Ice.(frankly speaking... i never heard of it.) They got drunk drinking sprite ice while on their way up. Lucky for them the cool breeze & noise form the malaysian helicopter woke them from their drunkness. (ps. this pic was taken by adibah during their drunk moments, pay no attention to the green sign board.)
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These guys just havin a funn time after reaching the top. Breathing in the cool fresh air.... yeah like real.... gotta say they really got the guts to balance the air surrounds. Rationing of water??? NoTTTT...wahahakz... Having this as a memory to keep i guess. Team work, team effort, Unity. Well done.
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2nd day, took "bas sekolah" malay word for school bus to Gunung Lambak. Challenging for the less fit or should i say... for all. Some of us may not be that fit but our perserverance and support for each other makes us stronger as to climb this gunung. We saw perceptions through our eyes yet we strive to reach our goal. Getting to ben & sri at the top. After 1hr 30min... we succeeded. There u have it the group that made it to the top of Gunung Lambak. Ok next stop gunung ice-kacang............
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These is what happens if u select students from woodbridge institute to join the camp itself. They are actually pest bustors... equipt with ciggies in hand blowing off flies & mosqitoes off our dom. Special thanks to zuL, emodi, shirhan, izat, nas, kodok, apek for their jenorous volunteering in doing the impossible. U guys really made a diffenence during the camp.
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Sorry peep i just gotta edit this pic...(in order not to reveal this pendekars' true identity). A friend of mine took this pic just beside our so called leisure domatories. This pic ws taken before dinner. We just came back from our canoe/raft/paddling/leading/basically paddling against the strong current at a lake near by. Boyy... was it tiring. Our facilitators did mention about this kind of fish thats about 10 meters long that could gulp a humans leg in whole. Lucky for me n my canoe buddy we did get over turn nor did our canoe gave way. Ok lets get back to these 5 Pendekars. Four of them experience titanic while canoeing.(Congrats guys u pass the audition for titanic 2.) So peeeps if u guess who they are.... gotta be nice. You dont wanna have your head smashed to the wall with their muskled biceped arms.
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Now... let me introduce to u guys out there. These are the facilitatoer from Protage INC. They are the leaders, teachers, adults, friendly, humble people that i ever knew. They show us through that very experience that we face on what lies ahead to be a leader, follower, thinker & critic. YeLLoW shirt - thats benjamin (ah beng type but flexible attitude), light cream polo shirt - thats anthony aka jia jia (dis guys friendly and on to the max, cute laughter, can along easy wth us during free & easy in our dom. he's around my age... or is it iskander's age.), bluE shirt - SRI aka captain AWAS...KP (he's the facilitator that everybody listern to, a very good example of a success leader, i totally respected person in my point of view), And lastly.....shikin - cannot type anything bout her here cors if i did..... lets say perceptions' doing its job.... all i could say bout her is that she...friendly. Iskander will have more things to comment....wahakz.....
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Ok... this picture got nothing to do with sprite ice. Like i said the issue here is not about the sprite. Its the person who drinks it. wahahaha... This picture was taken before 25 of this sc members made our journey to our destination. Leadership camp in kluang. Hey at least they didnt put up a fucked up face when everybodies having fun. Be natural. And there u have it... 25 student...plus mr rahim 1 advisor in this pic. Bon voyage!!!! *smiles*
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