He Who Makes A Beast Of Himself, Gets Rid Of The Pain
Of Being A Man!
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
[IS THIS]My Second Home{COULD BE]
Today he wanna talk about his second home.For the past few weeks, as he's only been given 1 day off, te feeling of staying in is like not a very bad feeling. During the time when he had a 2 daze off at home, He juz wanna grab his stuff and juz go home. But then as time & problems come up, going home or staying at home is like no freedom to him. Its like he'd rather go out have fun and then bk in back at nite. Then the next morning juz wake up get ready for duty. Duty had been fun as well as challenging. Its like visiting the zzz..... monsters every week and keeping smart and 'wayang' all the time. But apart form that relising he missed his loved ones make him feel like and outcast when at home. "Everytime BROTHER comes home, always not in a good mood. Then BROTHER starts to post his garangness to the loved ones, then regrets to feel like a totally changed person. For what reasons BROTHER was thinking at that very moment was really not something that was wise as BROTHER forgets his roots and leaves."
Evan how hard he tries to rejects the negitivity, he got stuck to being a total arsehold. Its like when he express himself too much, They tend to use it back against him head on with no holding back.
May be he just need a small portion of somewhere to spend on his space to just be by himself. The space is not much. Just the person that he had been in the past, the present him & what he would become in future. What ever tomorow 'lies' for him just think of it as finding a way out in a maze!!
!!!!!HOME SWEET HOME!!!!!
I Spoke My
Heart At
6:21:00 PM
