Today i find peace in mind. Its been a while since i've found something to ease this occational pain in my heart. My mind then was a mess. But after thinking about it and having an anonymous persons point of view, it suddenly struck me to look forward to having a change. May be i'm an introvert, but because i just haven't got any clue how to talk it all out. For now i just have to let my faith be with him. Give me the courage to face this through. Give me the strength i need to even have what i cherish. Give us hope. For he is one and only.

Today will be the the day i must get myself over things. Thing it through before i start to judge. Try to option out possibilities. Think of the future. Althouh the past will tend to come back grabing us from the neck. I must learn to over come my anger. Sooner or later it will eat me up like cancer. Someone told me about neil armstrong's story. I don't have a clue. But the moral of the lecture was....... when you have to talk it out, talk it out. Don't keep it. The pain might eat you up without you knowing it. Then it will be too late. I need to change. Thats when i need all the help i could get from my love ones. It may take quite a while.

[it takes a split second to get angry, but how long does it takes for us to cool down]